going through some MAJOR stuff. i will be okay though. when im ready to discuss it. i will, IF i feel like discussing or explaining anything at all. until then. PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME QUESTIONS. do not assume that i no longer want to be your friend. there are just some things that are better handled by me….ALONE.
im like a zombie. a HIGHLY FUNCTIONING zombie. im present. but my mind is elsewhere. im not the type that wears my emotions on my sleeves. so most people think everything is peachy keen and thats fine. i have to get out. and figure this s#!t out ON MY OWN. dont need nor do i want any advice from anyone. im good. i promise. just let me be for a while. might be a month. might be two months. might be a week. might be a year. when im ready to deal with folks i will. until then PLEASE RESPECT MY MIND and my decision to be to myself for a while. its nothing that anyone should be taking personal. if you are taking it personal, then thats your issue.
i will still blog. and i will do my best to keep up with project 365. i should have my OWN innanet connection on saturday. woop woop. my picture for today is of me looking a ham once again. im in the dark. getting ready for bed. but remembered that i hadn’t snapped my pic for the day.
and again if you NEED to contact me. the BEST and ONLY way is via email. cyntheaaa[at]gmail.com.
my mind is in DISTURBIA!
